Spineshank - New Disease

Now, I can take this, everything I know
Realize that I'm nothing I wanted to be
I can never change anything I've done
Because it's the only thing I have left

Blame myself again for what I didn't do
Never really knew it was coming from me
It changed the way I felt, the worst is yet to come
Because I have gone too far now

[Chorus:]
Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody change my mind,
And it leads me to a new disease
Somebody, somebody, somebody, somebody, let it die,
But it still becomes a new disease

Is this all worth what this has done to me?
Watered down my senses and turned them on me
Fuck morality and everything I know
If I didn't hate this then I couldn't go
Impersonate myself for what I used to be
Denial is all that's left now

[Chorus: 2x]
Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody change my mind,
And it leads me to a new disease
Somebody, somebody, somebody, somebody, let it die,
But it still becomes a new disease

Seething in my head,
I'm suffering instead,
I can't remember why this meant so much to me

Doubt, did I ever want this?
It all could have been, it I all would have been
Doubt, did I ever want this?
It all could have been, it all I'll ever be

(Seething in my head,
I'm suffering instead,
I cant remember why this meant so much to me)

[Chorus: 2x]
Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody change my mind,
And it leads me to a new disease
Somebody, somebody, somebody, somebody, let it die,
But it still becomes a new disease [x3]


New Disease

Now, I can take this
Everything I know
Realized that I'm nothing I wanted to be
I can never change
Anything I've done
Because it's the only thing I have left
Blame myself again
For what I didn't do
Never really knew it was coming from me
Change the way I felt
The worst is yet to come
Because I have gone too far now.

Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody
Change my mind
And it leads to a new disease
Somebody, somebody, somebody, somebody
Let it die
But it still becomes a new disease.

Today

Is this all worth what
This has done to me
Water down my senses and turn them all on me
fuck morality
And everything I know
If I didn't hate this then I couldn't go
Impersonate myself for what I used to be
Denial is all that's left now.

Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody
Change my mind
And it leads to a new disease
Somebody, somebody, somebody, somebody
Let it die
But it still becomes a new disease.
[x2]

Dreaming in my head
I'm suffering instead
I can't remember why
this meant so much to me.

No! Did I ever want it?
And I coulda been
And I woulda been
No! Did I ever want it?
And I coulda been
And I woulda been.

Conceiving in my head
I'm suffering instead
I can't remember why
This meant so much to me.

Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody
Change my mind
And it leads to a new disease
Somebody, somebody, somebody, somebody
Let it die
But it still becomes a new disease.
[x2]

But it still becomes a new disease
But it still becomes a new disease.